Meditation covers the whole field of living, not one segment of it, therefore ...

Meditation covers the whole field of living, not one segment of it, therefore living a life without control, without the action of will, decision, direction or achievement. Is that possible? If it is not possible, it is not meditation and life becomes superficial, meaningless. And to escape from that meaningless life we chase gurus and religious entertainment. All the practices of meditation have no meaning.